Quarantime❤️
In this specific time, I've read multiple articles, posts, and quotes speak up about our situation now, when time apparently looks like slowing down.
//
For me, it feels like I'm standing on two sides of stick. My introvert side loves it, I enjoy every second that I spend in my home. The comfort, feeling no pressure, safety, my desire to explore my thoughts and desires, I truly love it. However, I'm feeling like I slowly forget how to survive from the outside world. You know, survive outside my bubble. Also, since I enjoy my time very much, it is hard for me to keep up with whatever is going on outside. Especially, how to actually make money. I am such a lucky one, to have my head under sturdy roof, where I still can eat everyday with my family.
Now is a hard time, I would say.
//
On the bright side, the quarantine leads me to grateful moments, little things that often we took for granted, are something that we should be grateful. the sun, the movie nights, dinner-out, beach, hang out, amusement, arcade, date, or simply just visiting friend's house. I used to take my daily activities for granted. Often complaining about how suck my day is, and wishing the day to end quickly. I realize after all this ends, I should embrace every second of my day, do what I want, meet people I miss, experience new things, and be kind to people I meet in my life.
//
Quarantine shows how strong my mom is, how she is willing to sacrifice for all of us, how she takes care of my father, my sisters, and I. She always puts us first above her, thinks about her family the most, has the heart to help others, she is more than just a strong woman, she is strong, amazing, and a definition of kindness. It shows that wherever my path takes me, it always leads me home.
//
2020 is a year of mixed feelings to me. A year of achieving goals, opening myself to someone new, learning more about myself, and staying at my nest for the good of the world. It moves so fast that I can't even truly feel it. It's only the fourth month of 2020, but so many things happened to my life. I wish during quarantine, I can find the right balance between productivity and resting, where I able to achieve my goals and eventually, enjoy my time at home. I hope we all can find the balance, but everyone heals at its own pace. If you need more time to rest and soothe yourself during this difficult time, you are absolutely allowed to do so. You are the one who know what's the best for you. Make yourself feel love.
//
Lastly, to be honest, what I remember the most when my mind wanders around, at home, are not the memories when my day were super busy and productive, but the memories when my days were full of love that I received from people around me, remembering how much fun and warm those days felt like. Don't let any negativity and bad news about this time make you feel unloved. SO MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU! I just want to tell you that:)
Stay sane and make love during this quarantime❤️